Today someone said to me, that they liked my blog, but they had one question. “What is Gender Queer?” Explaining it in person is kinda hard haha Its complicated to me about my gender.
To me I believe that you can be any gender you want. If you dont like something, change it. I dont like my Female born body, so i plan on changing it.
For example of my GQ: Sometimes im a guy, Sometimes im a girl, Soemtimes im both, Sometimes im neither. It all just depends on what i feel.
I could have a whole month of being a guy, then wake up and ask people to reffer to me with female pronouns.
Most of the time im reffered to with both Male and Female pronouns because i dont mind them. But soemtimes both pronouns irritate me. and teaching everyone the Gender Netrual Pronouns are a pain in the ass. plus i dont even know them all yet… i only know “Hir” and “Zie” havnt done a lot of reserch on it yet.
today im wearing make up for the first time in months. today Idk what im feeling, im not feeling like one gender, i know that.
Its to early to tell…its only 10:50am XD but at the moment im feeling like fuck gender ima dress how i want!!
But being genderqueer isnt all about dress. Its about your body too…
This is what my perfect body would be/is like:
- I dont shave my legs/under arms
- I plan on getting top surgery and removing my nipples. [Its the uggliest part of the body!!]
- I want my voice to be much deeper.
- Im keeping my Vagina
- Keep my hair short.
- no facial hair
Im modifying my body so i can be more comfortable with it. at the moment i hate that i have the habit of crossing my legs….. most of the time i do it because its comfortable and im cold. so i do it to warm up XD but when im actaully tryign to pass as a guy, it sucks.
Worst part about being the only Homosexual Gender Queer in this school, is that ill have no one to go to prom with, and no girls will ask me to their frolic. Because everyone in this school is straight, sometimes i wish to be a normal guy so a beautiful girl can ask me to dance. It just wont happen… I only have one friend who can accept me the way i am. but she doesnt go to this school…..its boring when no one likes you in an all heterosexual school…its so boring
theres not enough gay kids to make a GSA in this god damned school…
I love Georgetown in all, the only thing that sucks about it is that theres no queer diversity…..
I am the diversity. And it sucks