Life Is Beautiful

私はもはやあなたのモンスターだん
"I am no longer your monster"



Hey there! Names Lauren Colby, Im Queer, Pagan, an anime nerd, a video game nerd. and just flat out weird. I like graveyards and ghost stories. Im also in love with my girlfriend Nell

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People are just too stupid and ignorant on facebook. 

i no longer talk about any LGBTQ things anymore, whenever i do i get harassed a shit ton, to the point where i start crying and getting upset and i give up. 

i give up trying to explain to people my gender,

i dont even know how to explain it to myself

im just fucking sick of it. i just want to find myself……

Lauren or Colby?

He or She?

T or no T?

i just dont know what i want to do, who i want to be

i just need to take the first time that i know ill feel comfortable with. 

Top surgery…….  or getting a binder. 

i geuss at the moment…… a binder would be cheaper :\ why couldnt i have been born normal, 

in other countries if youre trans* you get the surgery for free because they believe that you were born into the wrong body so they need to fix it, and you shouldnt have to put up with being uncomfortable because of having no money.

i just need someone to get me through this…